ELOQUENT, SO EXQUIST, AND SO DESIRABLE, THAT THIS LOVE WAS IRREPLACEABLE. TO CHANGE TO SOMEONE ELSE WOULD BE DEVESTATING. IT WOULD MEAN INFIDELITY.
IN LIFE SHE'S KNOWN AS EXOTIC MODEL JAIME HAMMER BENJAMIN, BUT IN ANOTHER LIFE, SHE WAS KNOWN AS SHARONE WAYNE MORREL, MY COUNTERPART WIFE WITHOUT A WEDDING. TRUELY I'M ALONE A WIDOW OF GOD CURSED AN OUTCAST.
I REMEMBER WHEN WE FIRST MET ONLINE 2005. WE LAUGHED, WE CRIED, WE MADE PROMISES UNKEPT THAT WITH OUR MINDS WEREN'T FULFILLED BEING IN DISTANCE. WE HAD A REAL CONVERSATION MILES APART. THERE WERE FAMILY RELATIONS THAT FORBID THIS RELATIONSHIP FROM BLOSSOMING. IT WAS A FORBIDDEN LOVE I COULDN'T HAVE. I LOCKED OUR RELATIONSHIP DEEP IN MY HEART AND SEALED US IN MY HEAD UNSPOKEN TO KEEP HER SAFE. MY LIPS WERE CLOSED, UNTIL THIS VERY DAY. TRUELY SHE'S A BLESSING. SHE'S AN ANGEL AND A GIFT SHORTWHILE THAT WAS TAKEN.
IF OTHER MEN ARE TO HATE ME, AND AS THE WORLD SHOULD, FOR LOVING THIS WOMAN, THEN MAY I BE THE LAST MAN BREATHING ON EARTH BEFORE ALL OTHER MEN IN THE END, TO BE THE FIRST MAN STANDING BEFORE OTHERS AND FIND HER, WHERE-EVER SHE MAYBE IN ANOTHER TIME, DIMENSION AND PLACE OF SPACE. BECAUSE I LOVE HER. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED HER WHEN OTHERS TORE US SEPARATED FROM THE START. LOVE HAS NO END BUT GOES-ON. NOW, SHE EXISTS ONLY IN MY DREAMS, LIVING TODAY CLOSE IN MY HEART WATCHING.
~HER WORDS ARE ALWAYS ECHOED, SURROUNDING ME:
"SOME WORDS ARE BETTER KEPT UNSAID. SOME FEELNGS ARE BETTER KEPT TO THEMSELVES. LOVE HAS A WAY OF REVEALING ITSELF EVEN IN SILENCE."
I just wanted to stop and visit you because I was alone at one-point busy thinking of you. At one point when I stopped to remember you, I thought wisely. Talking to you the fear and anger mellowed because you are the only woman in the universe that is the definition of true love.
I often asked what happened to the rapid times changed? Unknowning is knowing, unrealizing is realizing, and unnoticing is noticing if I'll see you, or if you'll be with me which is only a fantasy. The forces of this world would prevent me from desiring happiness with you.
Being here at this moment, I am in my quiet place contributing my private time of silence in…
It's a different world Sharone since we met. I never stop to visit taking to the time to say hi, thinking of you. I still miss you very much. I just wish things were different going my way a successful direction. I wish all things came true for all my hard work that was dishonored. From all the obstacles I confronted, I fought so hard to earn something only to have it taken away. I miss you Shar and love you very much. I still love you. God bless.
I just wanted to stop and visit you because I was alone at one-point busy thinking of you. At one point when I stopped to remember you, I thought wisely. Talking to you the fear and anger mellowed because you are the only woman in the universe that is the definition of true love.
I often asked what happened to the rapid times changed? Unknowning is knowing, unrealizing is realizing, and unnoticing is noticing if I'll see you, or if you'll be with me which is only a fantasy. The forces of this world would prevent me from desiring happiness with you.
Being here at this moment, I am in my quiet place contributing my private time of silence in…
It's a different world Sharone since we met. I never stop to visit taking to the time to say hi, thinking of you. I still miss you very much. I just wish things were different going my way a successful direction. I wish all things came true for all my hard work that was dishonored. From all the obstacles I confronted, I fought so hard to earn something only to have it taken away. I miss you Shar and love you very much. I still love you. God bless.
Happy 45th Birthday Sharone, today December 13th, 2023. I miss you.